Remind me.
Remind me today of when you healed me. You somehow stop me in my tracks and make me sit in the quiet of the morning, remembering.
I remember the pain like it was yesterday. The struggle to think clearly was beyond description. Constant pain and suffering begins to make you want to live less. Little by little I was loosing the desire
to live.
I held on.
I was loved by family... it sustained me.
I was in denial about the bigness of my problem and my inability to gain control of the situation.
Healing for me, began the moment that I started thinking differently.
God, when the road is long, when the light is dim, when my faith is shaking and I am barely breathing. God, when I am tired, when I am out of options and phone calls, and Dr's that know what to do. God... I don't know why you chose to heal me, but on this day, and many others, I will never forget the kindness you showed me.
I was truly touched by the hand of God and healed of my Trigeminal Neuralgia. I say thank you.
I smile because I am reminded of the bad times and so appreciate these good days.
Do I feel special? Yes, sometimes when I am all alone and that sunrise is so amazing and I am watching the starts twinkle in the sky as they disappear in the sunlight of the morning. I am special. I am special because you love and chose me as your child. I am one of your vast and giant, very special family. I love that you love me. I don't feel embarrassed at all to tell this story over and over and over again. I would not want to take away one tear shed on my 5 year journey to healing.
I treasure each long and hardship filled night. I know that it made me more open and willing to believe with others for healing in their own lives. I know you do wonders. I have experienced them.
I am left in awe.
I am so small...
You are so wonderful.
Thank you, from lips that will never cease to sing about the way you sing me back to life.
Here is the song I wrote 2 weeks before God healed me.
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I remember the pain like it was yesterday. The struggle to think clearly was beyond description. Constant pain and suffering begins to make you want to live less. Little by little I was loosing the desire
to live.
I held on.
I was loved by family... it sustained me.
I was in denial about the bigness of my problem and my inability to gain control of the situation.
Healing for me, began the moment that I started thinking differently.
God, when the road is long, when the light is dim, when my faith is shaking and I am barely breathing. God, when I am tired, when I am out of options and phone calls, and Dr's that know what to do. God... I don't know why you chose to heal me, but on this day, and many others, I will never forget the kindness you showed me.
I was truly touched by the hand of God and healed of my Trigeminal Neuralgia. I say thank you.
I smile because I am reminded of the bad times and so appreciate these good days.
Do I feel special? Yes, sometimes when I am all alone and that sunrise is so amazing and I am watching the starts twinkle in the sky as they disappear in the sunlight of the morning. I am special. I am special because you love and chose me as your child. I am one of your vast and giant, very special family. I love that you love me. I don't feel embarrassed at all to tell this story over and over and over again. I would not want to take away one tear shed on my 5 year journey to healing.I treasure each long and hardship filled night. I know that it made me more open and willing to believe with others for healing in their own lives. I know you do wonders. I have experienced them.
I am left in awe.
I am so small...
You are so wonderful.
Thank you, from lips that will never cease to sing about the way you sing me back to life.
Here is the song I wrote 2 weeks before God healed me.
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