Hopeful

Dear God,
I am hopeful that I will one day see the change be permanent in me. I want so desperately to get to heaven and hear you say well done. I don't know why I often get so discouraged and let myself get down as if there has not been great strides in my personal walk with you.
I listen to often to the things people say and take them to heart as if they have to be my truth.

I am hopeful...hope allows me to lay my head on that pillow and sleep peacefully tonight.